Being Forgotten

     I couldn't believe my eyes, but I have to accept the truth. She's back and you didn't know it until someone else posted it on Facebook. How weird!
     I have always been in an ambivalence. On one hand, I want to keep in touch with her and remain her good friend, but on the other hand, I know we had too many frictions before, subtle they were, though. We never cleared everything out. I didn't dare to point it out, even when she was going to leave. I was and am a coward and I never dared to ask. Perhaps deep inside my heart, I know she wouldn't answer me and I rather to pretend everything is ok. However, I still get upset knowing that she doesn't want to stay close to me. 
     I don't know how to describe how I actually feel. I hope, one day, I can be brave enough to clear out everything, or I will care less and less as time goes by. 
     Being forgotten. Now I know how it tastes. Like the rainy day, your heart started to pour.